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Rest in peace, Abu Jee.

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Look how bright the colors are, the pictures themselves aren't that good, but look at the colors! The bright, healthy green grass, vibrant yellow and purple flowers! The weather is gorgeous!

Hi!

Who needs words when you have amazing pictures?
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It's been a really rough week. I wish I could say something, but I would rather keep my mouth shut, tightly.


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I love her so much. She left me for a week, the second I see her I get these uncontrollable tears. I love her so so so so much. But seriously, sometimes, I feel like I shouldn't of gotten this close with her, because one day, she'll be gone. I know I write blogs about her often, but she really means the world to me. She's perfect in every sense of the word. Her mother and father are so blessed to have a daughter like her. Life would be rather difficult without her, I need her smile and laughter. Okay okay okay I'm done.

I don't want to live like this anymore. I want to be happy. I hate living my life right now.

Random, as Usual.

So I finished my paper at 6 in the AM. College sucks! Coming into history, I had a feeling I'd be taking it again, but after reading the book, and working extremely hard on my paper, I feel like I deserve a decent passing grade. This semester has been a lot harder, and I have been working a lot harder as well. Biology is a killer, and because of that, I'm contemplating on changing my major to social work. It isn't official yet, but it seems inevitable. Enough about school, yo...

I finally lost 20 pounds! Hooray! And, I joined a gym! Another hooray! Never in a million years would I have even THOUGHT of the idea of me working out consistenly. Haha, looking back on my attempts of getting fit and healthy, I can honestly say that I was a bum! For me, working out isn't a chore anymore, it's something that I truly look forward to. I can see the result of my hard work, which is the greatest feeling. But, I have been slacking on my diet for this entire week :(. I promise I'll get back on it on monday, if not tomorrow. School has just been eating me alive this week!


Yeahhhh you know you love that picture, I don't know why I have it up, but it makes my blog look more interesting!

AHH!

It is currently 3:32 AM and I'm still awake. I have class in five and a half hours. I hate college, a lot. I'm up doing this lovely history paper on Jim Crow Laws. This paper needs to be atleast four pages long, which is not the issue thankfully. I have enough information on this topic that could turn into a big book. I was doing great last week, outlining, detal outlining, and then I hit a rock. I didn't write a first rough draft, which is horrible. I'm basically turning in my first draft, did I mention this paper is worth 20% of my grade, more then the midterm or chapter test combined?! Insha'Allah my efforts will be good enough to get atleast a B-.



I am so tired. I want to quit. There is no way that I'm going to be able to sleep tonight.

I hate my life. Life freaking sucks. Life can lick a nut.







I hate life, a lot. Things were going SO freaking good, and then one conversation will ruin everything. This doesn't have to do with family, for once.




I freaking love working out. I worked out twice today, and I want to go run some more. I love losing weight. It's great. I can't wait for the day where I'll be looking like some hot ass shit.